Wednesday, July 20, 2005

Vegetatian

I am vegetatian today. Feels kind of funny, I am kind of looking forward to it, at least to keep count on it. Perhaps that what's my ex-collague feels. It is a commitment. A step towards a bigger and more serious commitment. To a meat-eater, it is a big commitment already.

Last night I nearly faulted big time. But anyway I faulted.I ate wheat and gluten which i am not supposed to. It is supposed to be very bad for my system.

Strangely today I woke up, i wanted to keep my skin radiant and beautiful. I think I should start taking supplements once I got a job (translate: money to buy the supplement) and perhaps also tonics like pear or ginseng tea. All these to make myself feel fresh and healthy. Too many people commented these days that I looked, sounded tired. It is really time to freshen up myself. To glow with outer and inner beauty!

I am really going on 25. Time really flies. I could still remember when I was 15. Homework took priority, family was a picture of bliss. I loved life. Now at 25, I just wish that I have great career, earning big bucks and provide a good life for my family!

Life is so so simple. Great education, great job, great life great family and voila, you have everything that you ever wanted in life. If life is ever this simple.

I dread having to meet up with people these days. Still i got no choice but to meet up with insurance agent! He is just someone who wants to sell me plans and earn his living from there. I am tired of having to patronise others. I Should start having my own life. I should start saying no to others.

I am now watching a Korean movie which I had watched previously but can't remember with whom or when. Now that i am watching it again, it feels like a long draggy out-of-nothing love story. Sometimes i truly wonder if I will ever have another love story. It has been kind of long since the last relationship. To be exact, it has been more than 3 years. During this 3 years, i have got crushes, some long, some short, some intense, some funny. With each one, I emerged less emotional and more rationale. The subjects range from 20s to their 40s. Yes, i love myself far more than anyone else.

I am vegetatian today.

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